love

wow i had a great day today. But like always it always end bad some how i do know where it goes wrong maybe its money they say that alot of relationships have fights over money. I am just tired i want a man you wants to take me out and enjoy my company and wants to treat me like a woman. I dont get that from him i get alot of anger because he get mad when i wanna go half and not pay for him. I dont think that this is going to work out any longer we have so many months on our least and i do thnk that when those days come up we r gonna have to have a talk and maybe go our spreat ways were just not to happy anymore.

I am so tired right now i dont know what i am doing up but here i am up and now my body is ready too fall asleep but i shall be sleepping very soon. I just watched kendra and i love the episode you know craig used to say that he want to marry me i just have to have faith that when the 2 year mark comes that he will be on one knee proposing you know. I want that ring and i wanna make that commentment i dont want to do it right away but i would like to be engaged for a year and then marry no rush. Enless i get preggers and then there is need for marraige so i am not asking much. I just have to believe in the secret and know that if i put it out there it will come true. I have faith in my baby. I am watching all these weddings and its just getting to me right now. MY feelings

Wow ring?

I went to the beauty shop today and got my hair done and i love it. I was sitting there and her and her man was talking about marriage and she wants to marry him and have some more babies. I think my man is going to propose because he is going to be 30 and he said he wants to married when he is 30 and have kids @ 32. We have been together for almost 2 years and i told him that 2 year and You should know if u wanna marry so one or not you know

I'm 22 years old

What does that mean. I'm so confused about what i am supposed to do. I'm 22 and i live with my boyfriend he is 29. I work part time and i am no longer in school. I wish i could figure out what I wanna do with my life. I like to write sometimes. Other times I like to listen to people and there problems. I don't like to be told what to do for some reason i have a problem with authority I don't really know why. I just talk back too much who knew. I want to find a job that I LOVE that I enjoy that i have fun and I want to go to work you know. I'm 22 what do i do now.

MJ CRY

I am Just catching the tail end of the micheal jackson trubute and it was so sad i feel so bad for his kids. It was a beautiful memorial.

sex and the city?

Watching sex and the city. I remember when i first started watching that show maybe about 4 year ago and I used to think o I want my life to be like that. Going out with my girlfriends partying all night meeting new guys and just having fun, and it was like that for a while and then I was tired of that and I wanted a boyfriend. Now I have a boyfriend and I am so happy with him but sometimes I get sad because I don't have that many friends and he is really the only person that I can really talk to. I hope that some day soon I will meet that friend that I can hang with and Craig can hang with his friend and everything will be perfect. Just putting it out there.

JOB, LIFE, AND ALL

I have just been trying to find myself in my life. I wake up go to work for 8 hours come home hang with my baby go to sleep for about 5 hours than do it again. I want more I want to wake up and be so freaking excited about the day and about going to my career. I want to have joy and fun and laughter in my new job. I love spending time with my boyfriend and just having a flexible shifts. I have been looking around so wish me luck.
Thanks babes

Something New

I just watched this lovly movie called something new and its the story of my life. And of course at the end they got married. I think craig better buy me a ring soon. i love all these girlie movies about love and weddings and stuff like that. 1 of my favs. what am i gonna do with craigie he better come back from ohio with a diamond ring lol

wedding new

HEllo I was just watching kendra and she looks so cute. I wanna my man to propose like foreal we have been together for a year and 1/2 and we been living together for 6 months and i want a ring. How do i get him to get me one? He got me a promise ring, it means that he would propose and we will be together forever. I told him that 2 years is all I'm going to wait and after that there better be a ring. But i want one now like Kendra lol Everyone pray for me so that he gets the money for my BIG ring o yeah. But on june 1st i said to myself that i wouldnt bring it up again. Im not lol But i wanna ring lol

Boyfriend 10 day trip

Hello everyone out there I thought this might be fun and up lifting. Well right now in my life I am kinda sad that my man is going home for about 10 days. I am gonna miss him but I am also kinda scared that he will cheat. I dont wanna think like that but I know his brother and his brother likes to drink and idk I just want him to come back still my man. I trust him I just dont know sometimes the thought just enters your head. If anything did happen it would be over forsure and he knows that I just dont want to be that jealous girl saying dont do anything.