I am so tired right now i dont know what i am doing up but here i am up and now my body is ready too fall asleep but i shall be sleepping very soon. I just watched kendra and i love the episode you know craig used to say that he want to marry me i just have to have faith that when the 2 year mark comes that he will be on one knee proposing you know. I want that ring and i wanna make that commentment i dont want to do it right away but i would like to be engaged for a year and then marry no rush. Enless i get preggers and then there is need for marraige so i am not asking much. I just have to believe in the secret and know that if i put it out there it will come true. I have faith in my baby. I am watching all these weddings and its just getting to me right now. MY feelings